One of the reasons why people get so sentimental,, its because memories are the only things that don't change.. when everything else does... there are things that you cant hold on forever,,, no matter how much you fight for it.. no matter how hard you try,,. sometimes, destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful.. when you met someone you learned to love, you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross.. but, what if making your paths cross is just part of the game that the playful destiny create? making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay... but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen...
its not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love.. some might think its just an excuse.. some might not actually believe in it.. some will blame you. or even be mad at you. what they don't see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't to be hurt. especially when you cannot actually state the reason why you have to leave..
you can never own something that was never yours.. so lets stop gripping on things we expect to last forever. nothing lasts forever. forever is a lie. everything is transitory. so while something is in your hand, put in mind that its just borrowed.. so that someday when its gone.,,it wont take you eternity just to let it go.. when your feelings get strong for someone, its always wise to stop for a while and give your heart - a time to breathe. a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion.. because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the others want nothing more than friendship. love can sometimes be magic. but magic can sometimes be an illusion.
there are times when i wish that i was limited to certain emotions. so that ill never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken.. but the same thing means ill never know how it feels to love and be love in return.. and the thought of it kinda scares me.. to have a heart that's a whole but numb? or a heart that's broken but real?
someday, we will all be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight.. maybe.. when that time comes, we will all be laughing at our old dumb selves. realizing how stupid we were to stand up for the things we knew weren't really meant for us. but i guess learning takes time. and mistakes make one's journey fun. life is what we make it. love makes the world go round. so lets live, love, and take whatever pain it brings..
though its hard to wait for something that I know will never happen,,its harder to stop when I know it's everything I've always wanted.. but you know what? I'm glad.. I'm glad it happened.
thank you for all those memories. sana im okay na,, at ikaw din okay na.. sana happy na ko,, sana kaw din happy ka na.. i'll pray for you everyday,, :'( so long,,, till we meet again.. in God's perfect time..
Friday, March 5, 2010
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