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when its over, is it really over???

haha excerpt from sugar ray's song. i love it!! :) whenever i hear this song, cant help myself reminisce my life way back highschool. teens,, peers,, britney, puppy love, westlife collections ooow!! haha!!! well,, i bet dumaan din kayo sa mga gantong kakornihan. hehe

i can say that i had a memorable higschool days. im a licean,, and sa aming probensha ba hehe, eto na yung private/ catholic school na malapit samen na matinong school. (im not saying na hindi matino yung iba ha, personal wise) mamech, kuya budj kuya fel and ako,, lahat kame dito naghighschool. so i should protest dapat meron ako loyalty award haha!!! anyway,,

aminin man naten sa hinde,, for sure dumaan din kayo sa kilig moments. haha!! di ako mabilis maatract, so sa 4 years na pagstay ko don, 2 lang ang naging crush ko.. wahahha!! super as in, umiiyak pa ko pag 4am in the morning nung time na nalaman ko yung biggest revelation na yon. aaw not to mention. hehe.

medyo mahiyain ako haha pero sige isheshare ko na nga . for sure di naman nila siguro to mababasa,. ehehe. my first crush/love (shall i say?) ... si simon. gradeschool pa lang kame may hidden agenda na ko sa taong to wahahha since grade 5 to 2nd year college, eh type na type ko parin sya, khit na di na kame nagkikita nung college days.

thirdy. napakabait at napakagentleman neto. wala ako masabe. hehe. sya palagi partner sa prom. para syag going bulilit. pagnagjojoke sya source nya ay mga jokes from going bulilit. hehe. wala ako masabe na. i remember the boy, but i cant remember the feeling haha parang ganon!!:)

dumating ang college, all girls ako. medyo nagulat ako kase andami tibo. since gradeschool and highschool kase coed ako so medyo nanibago talaga ako. at first i found it parang abnoy kase naman babae tumitili, kinikilig sa kapwa babae!! "ANG GWAPO MO ______!!!) hahaha!! ganyan pa sinasabi nila! haha enjoy nman pala. ayos din, haha!! nung una di pa ko marunong makaidentify ng tibo sa hindi tibo ng butch sa lipstick ng blue sa pink. hahha! now i know.. hehhe :) actually, i can empathize. haha! gotcha! pero graduate na ko jan.. hehe.

keepng ny head straight goal intact na ko.:)

then.. i got a job.

2 years din ako nagwork as skills instructor somewhere there sa spain. i got to know a lot of people, madami ako nakilala. pero ang pinakahighlight was, when i met this guy. haaay,, super natamaan ako sa kanya. 6 months din un., pero its complicated. malabo, magulo.. ewan ba bat ganon. so tumigil. almost a month na rin kame without communication, and i miss him. i just miss the entire thing. subconsciously palagi ko pa rin sya naiisip. wala na rin ako balita sa knya. grabe alam nila mam may kung gano ako kasaya everyday bec of him. palagi ako nakangiti haha!! parang mi saltik lang ganon. khit na pagalitan ako ng manager namin, parang okay lang! masaya pa rin ako hahahA!! woooh. kakamiss naman. ung mga hirit nya, mga corny nya na jokes, mga kung ano anong lipad utak na naiisip nya, haha!! MMK every sat, palagi kame naguunahan kung ano title... BOK every night, favorite namen kase un panoorin hehe.. BDO sya METROBANK ako.. hahaha!! hay... kakamiss.. :(

TIME is my BEST BUD :)

wheew.. finally..

falling in love is like an ecstacy. on the other side of it, breaking up is really, really, REALLY an agony.

…Nobody said it was easy, (sabi nga ng coldplay) but life has to go on. (accdg to joe d mango hehehe:)] Moving on is really a hard thing to do! everyday is like waking up each day with misery. well, no one relishes nursing a broken heart back to health, to its normal state, but it’s something everyone who’s ever loved will have to do at some point. and you really have to do it. give yourself a favor. :)

just want to share few tips on how to mend a broken heart (haha aaww ayos ba?) mahirap talaga but you have to do it!!

The best way to spell LOVE is TIME. yes. TIME!! you need time. your self needs time. time to think, to reminisce, to look back,. time to entertain the painful reality that you’re no longer together, that everything has changed. uhmm… its like reality check

First of all, acknowledge that what you are going through is hard. When you’re in love, your body develops a chemical addiction to the other person, and the withdrawal is both painful and necessary. agree? hehe just give yourself permission to grieve. told you, it will really help. however, you must set a time frame. there’s a rainbow after a storm Make a serious effort to involve yourself in projects and activities, and immerse yourself in other people!! friends are so important. you need to have an outlet. Talk to your friends about the breakup, but talk to them about other things, too. Even if you don’t want to, forcing yourself to get out and concentrate on other things will get you on the right track to feeling like yourself again.

Learn to let go. you will never get over them if you let yourself daydream about getting back together. Delete them from your cell phone, and don’t even think about clicking on their account profile. It’s a good idea to get rid of everything that reminds you of them to help yourself realize that that phase in your life is over. Depending on the length and closeness of the relationship, some people find that moving helps them make a clean break and a new start. If that isn’t an option, rearrange the furniture, redecorate your walls - anything you can do to symbolize moving on will help you make the transition. It’s time to start a new era, with new memories and new possibilities.

Get it out!!! relationships leave trails of unresolved issues, questions and feelings their wake… unfinished business! But it isn’t always possible to talk to achieve closure with the other person, it’s important that you express what you think and feel - working through those questions is a big part of leaving them behind. Put them on paper. It doesn’t matter if it’s in a journal or a letter, but sometimes addressing your thoughts to your ex can help you achieve more cathartic value. After you’ve spent all of your anger, confusion or guilt, look at what you’ve written. If after you’ve exhausted your pen or keyboard you still feel like it’s something you still really need them to know, consider sending it. First, edit any accusations or sections that are too emotionally charged - you don’t want to send anything you’ll regret later - and make sure it reads as an honest letter that isn’t asking for a response. Once you’ve sent your thoughts, frustrations and explanations, you can feel certain that you’ve said what you needed to say and move on.friendship can wait afterall. it takes time. no calls. no sightings. no friendship for some time. you need at least three months or four with absolutely no contact before you can even think about starting a friendship, and it often takes much longer.

There’s no such thing as “staying friends.” You were not friends when you were dating, and if you were friends before, it ended the moment you became intimately involved. If you want to start a friendship now, realize that it will be an entirely new relationship that must be built from the ground up. You’ll share a different kind of bond, have different kinds of conversations and play different roles in each other’s lives. It may be true that once we love someone, we love them forever, but it cannot be in the same way if you hope to have an honest friendship and an honest chance at moving on.

Love your self. :)

I thought i couldnt make it. ”naisip ko pa magmonggha na lang haha!!! oh yes,,,, it would be a lot harder but you can do it! i just did and im happy :)