im a big "L"

i used to check all my social network account every now and then. and i hate it. i cant control but to stalk his account. damn it. i thought i moved on and totally got a full blown relocation. but i just did. and really feel like im a big loser. *sigh*

i dont hate nor angry, or inis or asar. its my very decision which put ours on what we were now. i think he's just fine. i can see it. and i really think he was. he is.. i mean. i hate myself  being here. messing up my day viewing his account, new updates, pictures, activities he's gettin into,, hay,, and that made me really a stalker. right?

i miss him. his digits are still here, but i dont want to text him or even say the traditional "kamusta na?". oo na ma-pride ako. waaaaaaaaaahhhh.......:(

"How can I move on if Ive been in love with you????" still... *KAINIS!!!*

                                  
okay that's it. allow me for expressing my dormant feeling. wag na kayo magreact!!!haha!!! haaayyy....:(

DI TAO DI HAYOP. BAGAY! BAGAY TAYO! =)

hahahha. as of the moment, im having a chitchat with ron turon. hahaha tatawa ako mga banat ever.

here. mga samples. haha!!!


Geometry ba favorite subject mo?
- Kasi kahit anong angle, ang cute mo.

Alam mo ba scientist ako?
- At IKAW ang LAB ko.

Ano height mo?
- Paano ka nagkasya sa puso ko?

Ang galing mo siguro sa puzzles...
- Kasi umaga palang nabuo mo na araw ko.


Bangin ka ba?
- Nahulog kasi ako sa'yo.

I'm a bee...
- Can you be my HONEY?

May license ka ba?
- Coz you are driving me crazy.

Athlete ka ba?
- Kanina ka pa kasi tumatakbo sa isip ko.


Tapos na ba exams mo?
-Para ako naman ang sagutin mo!

Alarm clock ka ba?
-Ginsing mo kasi ang natutulog kong puso!

Can you recommend a good bank where I can make a deposit?
-Because I’m planning to save all my love for you.

Ibibili kita ng salbabida.
-Kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko!

Drugs ka ba?
-Nasisira na ko


mga banat ever.. haha!!! wlangya ka turon,, naalala ko tuloy.. hahaha hayyy.. those were the days..:)

thank you turon for everything. :) through thick and thin bagyo man o tag summer haha youre always present. di man physically present pero i can feel your warm friendship.:) haha, tagal na!!!!! okay awat na! drama pa eh noh???? :) damn it. haha!!!


at....


 sa dami ng banat....
wala na kong maisip kundi IKAW.


hahahaa, yan, may pahabol pa!! :)) hahaha!!!

WHAT A WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

beautifully written "maya - angelo" poem.  read this.:)


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
enough
money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
something
perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams
wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD
HAVE .
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a past juicy
enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her
old age....
 A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
one friend who
always makes her laugh.. and one who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a good piece
of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her
family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
eight
matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for
a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a feeling of
control over her destiny..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD
KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit
a job,
break up with a lover,
and confront a friend
without
ruining the friendship...
EVERY WOMAN
SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK
AWAY..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her
childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she
would and wouldn't do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW....
how to live
alone... even if she doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust,
whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to
go...
be it to her best friend's kitchen table..
or a
charming Inn in the woods....
when her soul needs
soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
What she can and can't accomplish in a day...
a
month...and a year

ITS ALL AROUND. BUS RIDE.

330 in the morning. seemed that no one's active. except me and the driver. im on my way back here. too lazy and sleepy, but my passion ringed me more than a single alarm. so many things clouded,bombarded,lingered on my hemisphere then suddenly i found myself puzzling out,,, hay,,, *kainis talaga*. oh come on,, "pride detergent bar kase", i said, then he said, "pride chicken." haha!! oh well, yes were both corny and it doesnt matter anyway. (reminiscing)

2 months, 3 days.. i am afraid that this will last for a year or more. i thought everything's moving upward and unwavingly. and it was just a thought. oh and i can take off the control no more. nerve cracking it is. but what can i do? lintek na yan. haha. *kainis talaga!!!*

rushed out and currently catching up the mood. just having a hard time expressing the recent post-status-chaotic-euphoric slam. 

"i thought"

***covered court. i am sorry for mistakenly judging you. akala ko jinojoketime mo lang ako, tama ka andami ko doubts. pero kase para ka kaseng joketime palagi ung muka mo pangjoketime pa. pero i love it.  sabi mo baay. i thought its bahay. then to be more exact sabi mo covered court. 3 months na iniisip ko hindi ka tlaga matino kausap. and you're hiding a part of you. wanted ka ba at may pinagtataguan?? pero i deserved a slap. my mistake. and i am sorry. but its too late. and my fault. 

"you thought"

***gagawa ako ng aksidente. without further control i just uttered this one remember? got it? diba hinde. hay kung ano ano kase ang pinagiiisip mo. and ayoko na magexplain. kaya sabi ko bahala ka na. di tayo magmeet sa gitna. "di mo lang kase alam pinagdadaanan ko ngayon " sabi ko. sabi mo naman,"bat san ka ba dumadaan?" ako naman si gaga nakiride, "sa taft". hay bwiset. wala ng matinong paguusap. "maraming aksidente sa taft, magingat ka palagi ha", yan naman ang sabi mo. palagi tayo ganto, tipong, "please hear what i am not saying". ansakit sa ulo. pareho tayo gumagawa ng sakit sa ulo. 

IN GOD's TIME... 

haaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy........... . .. . . . . ... . . . . . . . ..