...

all my thoughts, wishes, intentions and reklamos are freely floating here.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

im a big "L"

i used to check all my social network account every now and then. and i hate it. i cant control but to stalk his account. damn it. i thought i moved on and totally got a full blown relocation. but i just did. and really feel like im a big loser. *sigh*
i dont hate nor angry, or inis or asar. its my very decision which put ours on what we were now. i think he's just fine. i can see it. and i really think he was. he is.. i mean. i hate myself  being here. messing up my day viewing his account, new updates, pictures, activities he's gettin into,, hay,, and that made me really a stalker. right?
i miss him. his digits are still here, but i dont want to text him or even say the traditional "kamusta na?". oo na ma-pride ako. waaaaaaaaaahhhh.......:(
"How can I move on if Ive been in love with you????" still... *KAINIS!!!*



                                  
okay that's it. allow me for expressing my dormant feeling. wag na kayo magreact!!!haha!!! haaayyy....:(